~ John Piper
There is a principle here that applies to you and me: God takes small, imperfect things and builds them into a habitation for his glory. O, how we should take courage in our little spheres of influence! And is this not the message of Advent and Christmas? What more appropriate word could God have said to Mary as Jesus was growing up: Take courage, young mother, you build more than you see. And so it is with every one of us. Nothing you do is a trifle if you do it in the name of God. He will shake heaven and earth to fill your labor with splendor. Take courage, you build more than you see. ~ John Piper
These are a couple of quotes that grabbed my heart as I read Take Courage by John Piper.
I don't know about you, but as a wife and mother and servant of Christ and His church, I often find myself doubting my significance in this big ole world. I wonder if the sacrifices I make, the efforts I put forth, will ever show fruit or be of any use to God or anyone else.
As a mother when I have to repeat and reteach the same things over and over and over and over I wonder if anyone is really even paying attention to anything I say or do. When I read how the mom over there has managed to get their kids to music lessons, science fairs, dance lessons, sport activities, and they field trip once a week and the child is stylin' and profilin' in the latest Justice apparel with a feather in her perfectly styled hair after eating her four star breakfast, lunch, and dinner and mom has still managed to get them in bed by 8pm with a bed time story to boot...
I wonder am I getting anything right?
As a wife when I read how this wife over there is up at 4am showered and dressed and made-up and donning her newest outfit with heels to fix her honey his breakfast and give him the June Cleaver kiss on the cheek and wave as he goes off to the office and turns back into the house and her dress spins and poofily swirls about her as she skips into the house to grab her feather duster and float through the house removing all the grime of life...and never, ever, ever does she loose her temper... and well supper is always on the table at the exact right time, and never burned... and its been planned out all week, and the underwear is always clean and in the drawer, and never does anyone yell wet and naked from the bathroom, "Are there any clean towels?!?"
I wonder am I getting anything right?
As a servant of Christ and His church and I hear how so and so has this many who come to class and this ministry has exploded and I watch the church down the road grow and grow and I know what God has to offer through the servants and ministries of my local church and I wonder why people leave or don't come or don't serve or don't shout with praise over and in the Word and why you just can't seem to make them happy no matter what you do or change...
I wonder am I getting anything right?
Then I have my little one's come running up and grab me and tell me that I am the bestest Momma ever!!! They think I am marvelous, even though it's one sport at a time with a break in between, hand me-down clothes most of the time, frozen waffles or cereal for breakfast, and yes I will yell after the second time I have repeated myself...
Then I have my husband lift my chin and look me in the eyes and tell me that he loves me, and when I am complaining about how I feel as though nothing is ever accomplished, he looks at me and says, "I see when the sink is empty, I notice when the laundry is all done." It's absolutely crazy how much that means, that to know that he notices, that he saw, made it an accomplishment. But maybe it's not so crazy after all...
Then I get the random text from someone whose life I have poured into and they ask me to pray or are just needing to vent or are excited because they have just gotten involved with a certain ministry or area of service and just wanted to share it with me, or when a precious one I taught in VBS comes running up to me and wraps thier little arms around me and says "Hello Mrs Nicole!" then all the hours, frustrations, prayers... they're worth it... always worth it.
I have realized that when I look at others all I see is what they want to show. I don't always glimpse the behind the scenes. I have learned that we all have our issues, and what's even crazier is that I have learned that there are others who are looking at me and thinking the very same things that I think when I look at them... no matter how perfect things and people may look from the outside, we all have our issues...
However, we are all here for a purpose, even with our issues, and we are here in this time around this group of people for a reason beyond our own comprehension and understanding.
The woman who makes a sweet, beautiful home,
Filling it with love and prayer and purity,
Is doing something better than anything else
Her hands could find to do beneath the skies.
~ J.R. Miller
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